Alhamdulillah...segala syukur pada Tuhanku..yang telah memberikan aku kesenangan dalam segala kesusahan..
Now I'm breathing again, breathing as a normal human being. Normal as in less stress, less burden, more happiness :)
My final year has been a really tough time.Can't believe it I survived.
Nov 08-Feb 09: Mental damage
I was diagnosed with depression. This mental illness was a natural process in my head. I wasn't depressed because of my grandad dying or someone has been stalking me for years, but it juz happened. Medical students should understand this better. I've been taking anti-depressant pills for months (not acai pills..hehe - omg acai has juz buzzed me!! grrr) and now I've totally recovered.
Feb 09 - April 09: Heart damage
I was emotionally challenged. I had to deal with various personal and financial problems. Alhamdulillah, I managed to mend my heart, with the help of people around me. Thanks, may God rewards you all.
April 09 - May 09: Brain damage
Critical time for dissertation and exams!!! They have made my life mixed-up with everything; my brain transformed into scramble eggs, my hands into super-typing robotic arms and my eyes into fish eyes (have u ever seen fish' eyes when they sleep??). And yes, it has made my life a lot funnier, hee ^^ Anyone that has read my notes in FB should understand this, hopefully I've cheered u up guys. Don't worry, no more notes on brain damage coz my dizzytation is a history!
Now, I'M DONE with all of these damages. It's time to fix my life. Time to clean the mess all around me. Time to catch up with everything I've left before. I realise all this is just a small test for me, from my Creator. I hope I pass with flying colours! This test has made me realise a lot of things; who are my friends and who are not worth to be called friends, I start to see what are the 'nikmat' that God has given me but I've been taking them for granted, and how powerful actually Al-Fatihah can be, to us Muslims.
I dunno which song I should choose to dedicate 2 u all, but nevermind. What is more important, if u all were sincere to me, God knows that, and the angels have been reporting them down in your record book.