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Nasib superheroes

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Van Helsing
Wolverine
Logan

Semenye kematian awek. Sedey..sedey.. last2 membujang jer~

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Clark Kent - Superman
Bruce Wayne - Batman
Tony Stark - Iron Man

Yang ni bertukar2 awek je keje. Mentang2 ade rupe n physique. Duhh..

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There's always a woman (/women..hmm..) behind a successful man, kan.
They juz can't be successful without the females. haha no offense..jk

Sendiri jadi hero lebih baek, kan? ;)

Hero (Instrumental) - Mariah Carey

Hmm
Theres a hero
If you look inside your heart
You dont have to be afraid
Of what you are
Theres an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Its a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh oooh
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But dont let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
Youll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in you
Mhhh
That a hero lies in
You

It's time to fix my life

Alhamdulillah...segala syukur pada Tuhanku..yang telah memberikan aku kesenangan dalam segala kesusahan..

Now I'm breathing again, breathing as a normal human being. Normal as in less stress, less burden, more happiness :)

My final year has been a really tough time.Can't believe it I survived.


Nov 08-Feb 09: Mental damage
I was diagnosed with depression. This mental illness was a natural process in my head. I wasn't depressed because of my grandad dying or someone has been stalking me for years, but it juz happened. Medical students should understand this better. I've been taking anti-depressant pills for months (not acai pills..hehe - omg acai has juz buzzed me!! grrr) and now I've totally recovered.

Feb 09 - April 09: Heart damage
I was emotionally challenged. I had to deal with various personal and financial problems. Alhamdulillah, I managed to mend my heart, with the help of people around me. Thanks, may God rewards you all.

April 09 - May 09: Brain damage
Critical time for dissertation and exams!!! They have made my life mixed-up with everything; my brain transformed into scramble eggs, my hands into super-typing robotic arms and my eyes into fish eyes (have u ever seen fish' eyes when they sleep??). And yes, it has made my life a lot funnier, hee ^^ Anyone that has read my notes in FB should understand this, hopefully I've cheered u up guys. Don't worry, no more notes on brain damage coz my dizzytation is a history!


Now, I'M DONE with all of these damages. It's time to fix my life. Time to clean the mess all around me. Time to catch up with everything I've left before. I realise all this is just a small test for me, from my Creator. I hope I pass with flying colours! This test has made me realise a lot of things; who are my friends and who are not worth to be called friends, I start to see what are the 'nikmat' that God has given me but I've been taking them for granted, and how powerful actually Al-Fatihah can be, to us Muslims.

I dunno which song I should choose to dedicate 2 u all, but nevermind. What is more important, if u all were sincere to me, God knows that, and the angels have been reporting them down in your record book.

Deep down in your heart

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Something that I juz learned lately..


If u don't do something wrong, and u being blamed for it,

or

If u do something wrong, and you're not forgiven, no matter how much you've apologised

and

U can't stop feeling guilty about it (if you really are sincere)

in the end

the person involved in that matter, will look for you.

And then

You will realise, you were right

For enduring the blame

For seeking forgiveness that was not forgiven earlier.

IF YOU ARE SINCERE.

and God knows that.

berangan

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Saya nak balik Mesia.



Saya nak balik nak jadi otai DNA

Saya nak balik nak jadi otai tulang



p/s: Subhanallah.. I just found a striking finding today.. i wanna share this with anyone who can get access to this:

surprising discovery, well this is all Sunnatullah :p

anyone who can't, can PM me. hehe...

but honestly, it's about Malaysians; Malays, Chineses, Indians
specifically men, but obviously women are affected as well.
sorry aa skang xleh citer lg sbb ade satuuuu je lagi paper nak kene pulun so kene focus dulu (padahal focus dh distracted sbb this finding + Bobo ku cedera)

hmm i guess extremists of UMNO / MIC / MCA
may want to discover this first before it leaks to the Malaysian citizens.. hahahaa *evil laugh*

Summer 2009

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate:

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometime declines,

By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;

Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,

When in eternal lines to time thou growest:

So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,

So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

- SONNET 18

Keukenhof, Netherlands 2008

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